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Mar. 26th, 2006 | 10:26 pm
mood: relaxedrelaxed

Well I am now living in silverdale, wa. I am actually going to start college tomorrow, I know thats kinda hard to swallow. I am actually looking forward to it, and Dj is going to be turn 3 next month. Party planning to do there. Any of old friends out there, I miss you and get in touch with me it's been forever. Peace.

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ISH

Aug. 8th, 2004 | 04:31 pm
mood: disappointeddisappointed

Well life is full of suprises.... Let me see Dj, is 15 months old and is cuter than ever, ok I am bias, he is my son after all. He is getting into all sorts of mischief, but what else is new for a kid that age. As for me I am still stuck in limbo, and sucks D.D.D. I know patience is a virtue, I just don't have much of that left anymore. I just want my papers over and done with so I can do more with my life. As for men.... I just dunno about that right now, I a lil' upset, and not sure if I will be dating for a while. I hate games, why can't people just be real! I guess that is just asking to much. Well I am not going to cry, bitch or moan over this one cause I should have known better. Thank you for showing me that M.P. I am going to be ok, and I just need to get my ish together.

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Latest News

Jun. 10th, 2003 | 06:31 pm

My new lil Baby Boy Demitrius Jose Rodrigues born 19th April 2003, 1:57am, weight 9lbs 8.5oz, and 22inches tall. he is a big healthy happy baby boy. I wanting to get in touch with dez, I seem to having a hard time tring to get a hold of her. gotta run dj calls.

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My Life so to speak!!!

Dec. 15th, 2002 | 02:44 pm

Well I have a life so to speak!!! I have no contact with Tigger and I am living happily with my Dark Knight. I am a week off being six months pregnant, and baby is doing fine. Myself and Dark Knight are at his parents house for the christmas holiday break. I haven't celebrated christmas in three years. So this is going to be a lil' unusual for me, although I am really looking forward to it. I am sure it's going to be the start of new and happier christmas to come. I am looking forward to the future and creating a wonderful life for baby, myself and hopefully Dark Knight.
I was told I am going to have a lil' baby boy in april 2003, and I am thinking of naming him Demetrius. I have not thought of any other names, that have caught my eye. I am going out to dinner with my man to his brothers house which should be alot of fun.

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Everything is going to be OK

Sep. 27th, 2002 | 08:12 pm
mood: relievedrelieved

Well I went to my group counselling today, and then I went to the hospital. I have had a fever all week, it dosen't help that I have been stressing out about everything. I am just so relieved that tiggers physical abuse has not affect the baby, it's a strong one this one. 3 mnths pregnant today, it was so amazing to see life living within me. Seeing the baby move with it's hands, and hearing the heart beat. I rest alot easier now, knowing that the baby is ok. I just need to take better care of myself. Which I intend on doing!!!! My Dark Knight get's back on Tuesday, I can't wait until I am with him again. I have so much I need to tell him. Tigger has been an asshole as usual, and he is going to get his ass thrown in jail, before it is time. I feel bad at times for the baby may not even see his dad for a long time (5years) from what I am told. I wonder if I am doing the right thing. I know in my heart and soul that I am... time to take my pregnant ass to bed.

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Verdict is in!

Aug. 17th, 2002 | 11:03 pm

Well I took the test about half an hour ago! I made sure I took the test right. I waited for the first minute n a half. The result was positive. So I am pregnant. I told tigger, with tears flowing from my eyes that I was so sorry. He raced into the bathroom, as if he couldn't believe it. I am stunned and a lil' confused as to what we are going to do. I dunno right now, I am just gonna have to take some time out to think about things.

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Am I Or Aren't I????

Aug. 17th, 2002 | 10:56 am

Well I am going to kill this curiosity and this suspicion. I bought a pregnancy test this morning. I could sleep good last night. I have been feeling weird all week, I have to know, I wanna eliminate the possibility. I hope I am not the wedding is coming up, I wanna look my best. I don't think tigger will take it well if I am. Here's to hoping.

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I need to get out!!!!!!!

Jul. 26th, 2002 | 03:45 pm

I am going to get some air, and hopefully some clarity. I don't feel as though I am the same woman that I used to be. This thing with Tigger has left a make on my self esteem, and I need to get back up. I do love him, I just having a hard time right now respect him. I am gonna go see Erica, hopefully there will be something interesting to talk about.

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Happy Birthday 2 Me!!!

Jul. 19th, 2002 | 02:04 pm
mood: anxiousanxious
music: Mystikal - Bouncin' off the walls

Big 26 years old today!!! At least I will not be alone on this Birthday. Tigger and I are supposed to be going out for my birthday, to a nice Brazilian resturant. I am looking forward to it, the food, the music, and having my man by my side. I wonder if he bought me a gift???? I guess I will just have to wait, n see.

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Mar. 19th, 2002 | 01:33 pm



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